LachrimaeBelial

Wow... has it really been four years? They felt like a moment. Like a fool I've wasted four years of my life. Four years, which I will never get back. Four years of waiting in blind belief. Four years of complete nothingness. It's time I close this chapter of my life. Goodbye.

hello all I know, its been a long time since ive made any sign of life. I really miss the days when i had a reason to go back here. I feel like ive lost all my will and ideas to create any more, There was just too much excitement going on, i had other things keeping my attention. So tell me, how were things going for you? ------------- It's been 2 years since i last heard from Becca... I am left without any ways of contacting her. But i trust her and my feelings would never change, just like they havent since 2 years ago. I know someday we will meet and until that time comes I will stay true and loyal to her and i will have complete fai

last night i dreamt him again, the grey-skinned person in my dream, i was laying in my bed, watching him getting closer to me from the other side of the room, except this time, the walls around were glowing yellow then when i woke up... i felt my head hitting the pillow and i found myself stretching my arm upwards... like in the dream i had that winter before my birthday, the grey skinned person had his arm up towards the sky since that morning, my cell phone is blinking weirdly, like i have a missed call, but i checked and i dont have any, its weird, its never been like this before 02:41 in the morning, sleepless, scared did he really